Wishing all of you Twin Flames, Soul Mates, beautiful couples and especially those beautiful souls who are single a very special VALENTINES DAY!
May you treat yourself with LOVE and enjoy a magical day.
I wish to share with you on this particular day a very special love poem I wrote years ago…. Enjoy!
Looking for Love in all the Wrong Places, Dear Spirit of Mine.
I searched the world.
I searched for years to find my guy,
the one and only love of mine,
like you dear Spirit of mine,
unconditionally and always with the best for me in mind.
I looked for the guy who’d be my knight and shining armor,
my hero, my dragon slayer,
who’d protect me come rain or shine,
like you dear Spirit of mine.
I looked across the ocean miles,
I looked everywhere,
for the guy whom I could count on, trust and who would care.
I even searched in the darkest of places to find him,
the one and only love of mine.
Surely, I thought, he must be there somewhere hidden in the dark of the darkest of corners,
since I couldn’t find him in the bright of shine.
I searched everywhere for the guy who’d love me,
like you dear Spirit of mine.
It was you I trusted and I knew you’d help me find my guy.
I was growing desperate to find the guy who’d love me,
like you dear Spirit of mine.
I finally asked you for help and you agreed to help me find that guy.
You promised and I still could not see,
the love that only you had for me.
It was then that you made me look in the darkest of hearts and I finally saw,
that which there was not,
the love I’d been looking for.
Without it I was lost.
So for the longest time I wouldn’t dare see it not.
You had me again search in the darkest of hearts so that I could finally see,
see what there was not.
It was in the reflection of an empty heart that I finally saw the substance in mine.
I had to see first what there was not, in order to see,
what there was within me, my Spirit, within me.
It was then that I realized, it was you I’d been looking for all this time,
dear Spirit of mine.
You were the one who loved me,
you were my guy.
You were my knight in shining armor, my hero, my protector came rain or shine.
You were the one who loved me unconditionally all this time.
It was you I counted on and trusted, dear Spirit of mine.
Especially in my weakest of moments, you were the one who always cared
and had my best interest in mind.
I was looking for love in all the wrong hearts, when all along you were inside of mine.
You, dear Spirit, you were the true essence of me,
I so desperately needed to find.
Most all of us have experienced heart break or loss. Sometimes the pain can take us to our knees. I experienced my share of it. I remember the first time my Twin Flame left me, I felt like someone had stuck a dagger into my chest followed by ten trucks running over me. I was literally physically ill and hurting from the deep pain in my heart.
What most of us don’t realize is that beneath every heart-break are buried many others that we haven’t full digested, some may have even originated in other lifetimes. Like cumulative interest, all the unresolved heart breaks and losses will add intensity to our current and most recent loss. Thus it can make our current loss unbearable. The good news is that the heart can be healed.
Ignoring your pain may eventually lead to actual physical heart problems. Spirit has a way of getting your attention. Don’t let it get that far.
Here is a recent client’s testimonial about healing her heart:
During my first healing session with Dagmar, I could barely speak without crying. In fact, I had been sobbing uncontrollably in front of friends and neighbors and therapeutic counselors with no signs of recovery. My grief at being estranged from my only child and grandchild was overwhelming and I couldn’t imagine moving forward in my life. After my first healing session with Dagmar I knew there was hope for the future and I felt a peace that had eluded me for countless months. Six months later, after just four more sessions with Dagmar, the healing of my heart is nothing short of miraculous. Dagmar has literally led me on a path that saved my life. She has helped me heal both old and new spiritual and psychological wounds. After months of living with worry and panic and finding restful sleep almost impossible, I am now finding joy, purpose, peace and hope in my everyday life. Dagmar has a gift of healing that she shares with ease, generosity and humility. Without being religious, she is a ‘Godsend’ and I will be forever grateful that our paths have crossed.
Barbara, May 2016
I would like to share with you the following post written by my son after going through some tremendous trials recently. I wish for all of us to have such incredible appreciation for life as he has come to have.
Wonder – the desire to know or to be curious about something.
I’ve tried to live my life with constant wonder. I’ve always been interested in the way things work and how the universe is put together. For instance a flower… Such a beautiful construction of such complexity yet perceived with such simplicity. All the mechanics of nature coming together to produce such an amazing construct that produces pleasure for so many creatures on what we perceive to be the simplest level. Yet to describe to someone how a flower came to be is a very complex question. Proportions are specifically designed yet no one built it, it just came to be by the randomity of life by our physical perception. However; in order for the flower to look, smell, and taste the way it does the universe had to work in just the right way in order for it to become what we see when we go for a walk. The beauty it portrays is one hundred percent a divine construction. A creation of the master plan by the master of all. To me a flower represents the sheer beauty, peace, and awesomeness of life. So when I get a chance through the normal day to day hustle and bustle I try to take a moment and stop and admire the sheer gift that has been given to me by stopping and smelling that flower that was inspired to live right there in that moment which allowed me to come across it to be able to appreciate the wonder of the universe that we live in.
My name is James Perkins. I am an estranged husband of a beautiful wife and the father of three children. I have experienced the sheer destruction that drug addiction causes to ones life and have been homeless and can fully appreciate the lack of compassion that mother nature truly has when it comes right down to survival of the fittest. However; through these experiences I also found love, a true divine connection, a way that everything is connected or what someone might perceive as God. That love and compassion do exist and they are not just a manifestation of perception. Love exists. Beauty exists. Life exists. I’ve realized through my travels that the one common denominator that everyone and everything searches for is love. Sometimes people manifest this in aberrant ways which is what we call evil. From my experiences I have learned that evil is really the pursuit of love by destroying. Of course this is why when you are on the path of evil you don’t find love but rather more evil. One can’t go through life harming those around him and not become harmed himself. I have been clean for a while and now I’m putting my life back together. By grace I’m alive and have a chance to start over. Not everyone gets this chance and with this realization I know that I have been blessed with a chance to understand and live a life filled with love.
by James Perkins